it's time.

 i'm moved to

http://hurriyyahkamaruzzaman.blogspot.com

but, i'll be using this site for some reasons though. it's been 5 yrs with xanga,  3 yrs with karipaphangus and the remaining 2 yrs till now; hurrie_wonka.

i couldn't sleep last night. i cried too hard. probably the worst so far. i felt like part of the soul been taken away. i miss you; my better half.

sorry for not updating this blog properly.

first of all, i am so SORRY for those of you who couldn't reach me these days.

my phone got lost.. stolen. three days before Raya.

so, for the time being.. why dont we communicate using the old style.. hmm let me see... there's house phone and messenger. grr.. i'm grounded (in telephone sense?) quite for a while now. guys, i'm so sorry.

  next, hmm. finals was a bit depressing. because the exam hall was freezing like a meat freezer. but, thankfully i managed to do my finals and to tell you people the truth, i am so freaked out (actually) of how the score will turn out to be. law and history aren't my preferred subjects so i dont have the confidence to tell people that i can excel in the exams. ouch! hopefully i get fairly good score in the finals.

or else, i'd stuck in Nilai for one more semester.

Gosh! I forgot to make a post on my raya!

raya has come people. and truthfully, i'm not that excited for this year's raya. not just because of the exams, but the tension that i got aorund me. Some of it, got me traumatised for good. 6 years almost passed and some people just love to see me in agony. after all i've done and i never asked anything in return, never even bug them. the moment i stepped into hartamas high again, pain strikes. this happened on two occasions already, the recent one is pushing me to the edge.

i dont want any relation with hartamas anymore.

but, i'll cherish the people who made my life colourful while i was in it. The school was a black and white, and will always be.

will i get over this? hopefully. it takes time.

ah yes. raya is coming up. that shows how time really flies. i remember just before ramadhan, after my prefect's retirement; i use to bring rambutan to school for 3 consecutive mondays. hence, those who joined me eating those were known as the rambutan gang. those were the days..

and now, for this coming raya; there isn't much sweet memory to be cherished. since, everybody is on different path already. ahaha. but that's life you know.

except that, now i can fit skinny jeans ahahahahaha. get it?

i've lost 7 kilos since NS and i lost 4-5 sizes.

i didnt buy the skinny jeans of course. i looked damn fugly in it. i bought that slim fit boot cut from edc. yes! eversince i could fit everything; i've been trying out so many stuff knowing that people would not look at me like i'm a damned obese woman anymore.

no more inferiority complex on that part. job here done. :)